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Name: Derek
Location: Abilene, Texas, United States
Birthday: 6/10/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: I love my God with all mt heart, soul, mind, and strength. I enjoy reading, SINGING, listening to music (almost everything), biking, throwing boomerangs, playing/working with kids. hanging out with the coolest friends in the world, being in college, playing tennis and ultimate frisbee, and learning every sword swing and random fact in Star Wars from my roomate...
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Currently Listening
Amusing
By Chris Rice
When Did You Fall?
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i am so encouraged by the life of Joseph (in the Bible)...his life was one of rough trials, sultry temptations, and worldly desires, but he rose to meet and rose above his circumstances to be the man of God he was called to be...i want to be a man that can look past the temptations, who can keep his head and his humility when raised up in power, who can hold his integrity while staring the devil in the eye, who can give all the glory to God in every circumstance, good or bad...Joseph was loved by his Father but hated by his brothers; Jesus was loved by his Father, but rebuked by his fellow man...Joseph was called a savior after listening to the Lord Most High; Jesus was Savior because he was Lord Most High...i just want to be so enthralled in the love of God that my heart overflows his love to everyone around me...i want to be so enveloped that the only thing that i can see is the majesty of God and that i could do nothing without first looking at that something thru God's eyes...this is random but my mind is racing 100 miles a minute...i just want to be excited and zealous...i dont want to be just all talk...thats all we ever do is talk...i want to take the initiative to have integrity in my excistence!


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Currently Listening
Let It Go
By Paul Colman
the one thing
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So i just feel so drained...emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

Its not that i am not using my time wisely, or that i am choosing oppourtunities over priorities, or that i am distancing myself from God; i am just strung out in all sorts of directions and i...i just don't know...i question the significance, the meaning and relevance, does what i am doing really matter at all? I question my friendships, alliance and dependance, who will still be here when i fall? I just want to be satisfied in God and his glory, in his grace and forgiveness, in his love and his catch, his abundance and sanctification...am i asking to much? satisfaction and maybe just a little light on where my life is going? i know where it is supposed to go-i am called to live a life that glorifies, exemplifies, and magnifies the name of God...i am called to surrender my life to Christ and make it a point to lead a life of worship...well, i just need to stop running around and be still...be still and know that he is God...yeah...i will just end with a comment by A.W. Tozer: "The reason why many are still troubled, still seeking, still making little forward progress is because they haven't yet come to the end of themselves. We're still trying to give orders, and interfering with God's work within us."


Friday, January 20, 2006

Currently Watching
Cinderella Man (Widescreen Edition)
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sometimes i just wish i knew everything....that i knew how everything is going to turn out, where i am going, what i am doing, who will be surrounding me, where will i be, what kind of impact will i have made, why the heck some things happen....sometimes i just want to know, but that is impatience and slow and steady not only wins the race but gets u there all in one piece...i just have to wait on God, i have to take BABY steps, slowly coming to the realization that i am not in control.

When i stand at the judgement seat of Christ and he shows me his plan for me; the plan of my life as it might have been had he had his way, and i see how i blocked him here and checked him there and i would not yeild my will, shall i see grief in my Savior's eyes; grief though he loves me still? Oh, he'd have me rich, and i stand there poor, stripped of all but his grace, while my memory runs like a hunted thing down the paths i can't retrace. Then my desolate heart will break with tears that i cannot shed. I'll cover my face with my empty hands. And bow my uncrowned head. NO! Lord of the years that are left to me i yeild them to thy hand. Take me, make me, mold me to the pattern thou hast planned...

Derek


Thursday, January 12, 2006

Currently Listening
Ardent Worship: Skillet Live
By Skillet
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Ok, check this out:

He whose walk is blameless…

He who does what is righteous…

He who speaks truth from his heart…

He who has no slander on his tongue…

He who does his neighbor no wrong…

He who casts no slur on his fellow man…

He who despises a vile man, but honors those who fear the Lord…

He who keeps his oath, even when it hurts…(that’s hard)

He who lends his money without usury and does not accept a bribe against the innocent…

He who does these things will NEVER be shaken. (Psalm 15)

I desire to be a man after God’s own heart and so I started looking in the word for how the Lord instructs us as men (and women…as the people of God)…here’s some of what I found:

Psalm 119:9, 11: Hide the word of God in you heart to help you in the fight against sin

Psalm 147:10-11: The lord delights in those who fear him and trust in his love

Psalm 119: Blessed is they whose ways are blameless and who trust in the laws of the Lord

Psalm 139: 1, 23-24: Search me and know me…find any offensive way in me O Lord…

Ecclesiastes 5: 2: God is heaven, you are on earth, let your words be few…no questions asked!

Ecclesiastes 12: 14: Everything we do will be brought to judgement-even the hidden, good or bad…yikes!

Deuteronomy 6: 13: Fear God for he is a jealous God…love him and him only…again, no questions asked!

Micah 6: 8: Do justly, lover mercy, and walk humbly with your God…nothing plainer than that.

Deuteronomy 8: 1: God has given us today to obey him to the fullest.

Deuteronomy 11: 12: What does God require? That you love him with all your heart and soul and being.

Joshua 1: 9: Be strong and courageous…God is with you wherever you go…I like that one!

2 Chronicles 7: 14: If we will turn from our wicked ways, God will come to us and save our land.

1 Chronicles 20: 9: Serve God with wholehearted devotion and a willing mind…this one is really good!

Nehemiah 9: 5-7: Blessed be the name of the Lord and it be exalted above all…he gave life to everything.

Job 1: "He feared God and shunned evil." wow…that’s all that needs to be said…

Psalm 86: 11-13: Ask God to give you an undivided heart…remember he has delivered you from the deep.

Lamentations 3: 24: "The Lord is my portion, therefore I will wait for him." Desire patience in your life…

Habbakuk 3: 17-19: Though nothing may go my way, I will rejoice in the Lord for he is my strength.

Isaiah 40: 28-31: God will not let me grow weary…he will give me wings like an eagle and I will not faint.

Isaiah 55: 8-9: His thoughts are not my thoughts and his ways are higher than mine…enough said…hahaha

Malachi 3: 10: Give back to the Lord what is his and he will bless you beyond anything imaginable…wow!

Hosea 3: 1: Show love to those who wrong you and do it continually and without question…I love you…

Jeremiah 22: 3: Do what is just and right…do it continually…to everyone…its hard sometimes…

Jeremiah 1: 17-19: The Lord is with you and will rescue you…nothing shall overcome you…

Isaiah 66: 2b: "This is the one I esteem-he who is humble and contrite in spirit and trembles at my word."

Isaiah 52: 7: Beautiful are the feet that bring good news…do you have beautiful feet? hahahaha…

Isaiah 46: 9: He is God and there is no other…there is no one like him…once again, enough said…

Romans 12: 1: Offer your body as a sacrifice…you have been transformed-act like it!

1 Corinthians 10: 23-24: Everything is permissible but not beneficial…think on this one for a second…

1 Corinthians 10: 31: Do everything to the glory of God…eating, drinking, etc…everything!

There is so much more but I can’t fit it all into one setting…I am so amazed and blessed as I read the word of God…


Sunday, January 01, 2006

Currently Listening
Underdog
By Audio Adrenaline
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I am so weak and I'm so tired
It's hard for me to
Find enough strength to feed the fires
That fuel my ego
And consequently all my pride has all but died
Which leaves me
Down on my knees
Back to the place I
Should have started from

Been beat up
Been broken down
Nowhere but up
When you're facedown
On the ground
I'm in last place
If I place at all
But there's hope for this underdog !
That's the way, uh-huh, we like it!
That's the way, uh-huh, we like it!
You can call me the underdog

I'm in this race to win a prize
The odds against me
The world has plans for my demise
What they don't see
Is that a winner is not judged by his small size
But by the substitute he picks to run the race
And mine's already won!



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